However apparently you seem to bear some grudges towards me . As though i ruined your life or something . Why can't you see me succeed ? why must you be so unsupportive of the fact im doing much better than you ? Is it so hard to see a friend happy ? Apparently not for you .

And another one . Who just follows others like a slave . Whatever that friend asks you to do , you do . Without even thinking . You made a promise to me . And I AM the type of person who is ultimately particular about promises . If you happen to know me , you will realize i repel myself from friends who break my promises . It may seem like a small simple promise , but what you don't know is that the small promise you make is actually a package of my trust . and the wrapping of that packaging is your integrity and character . You drop the package , you lose it all . And yes by breaking that promise , you simply showed how much you valued me as a friend . Call me sensitive , call me childish . But I stick to my principles . I am a man of my words . and most importantly , i VALUE promises . If i know im not able to commit to it , i wont make that promise .

but seriously , none of you had the decent respect to even wait for a friend for like 5 minutes ? even after promising to meet me ?
and even when you went off , didn't any of you even think of telling me that you were going off first ? you had me run all the way to the bus stop , look for you like a fucking asshole , run all the way across the street to the coffee shop to use the public phone (because my prepaid was expired) , just to fucking call you to ask where the fuck you were . and you can simply say " oh we took the bus already . hahahaha " . You even had the guts to laugh . I dont know if you're stupid or just ignorant . Even though my prepaid was expired , you could still text me . you texted me in the fucking morning . why couldn't you fucking tell me that you were going off first . and the worse part about it was when i called you , you told me you had just boarded the bus . you could even say " im scared im late for school " . what fucking excuse is that ? it was only 8.20 and school starts at 9 . and it's only 6 damn stops . And you end up waiting for me in school also . aah screw you . So apparently it seems a bus is more important than me ah . 5 fucking minutes has more worth than me lah .
well if you want to treat me more useless than 5 minutes , then so will I . Yes i am disappointed with you guys .


p.s : if you're reading this and you know who you are , the reason i wanted to meet you was to tell you that my mom was willing to chip in that $400 for your laptop . But since it seems that a bus ride worth $0.69 is worth more than me , then why should i give you the privilege of my help . after all im not worth waiting 5 minutes for anyway .