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31 March 2009

Ever since i got to know you ,
you've been making me happy and smiling all the time .
even though sometimes you say alot of nonsense which makes absolutely no sense ,
it makes me laugh to myself .
and my mom thinks im crazy .
but i don't mind .
as long as i have you there .

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

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30 March 2009

Live Your Life

Honestly i don't know what to say when i read your blog .
And honestly its not entirely you're fault over what happened .
Its my fault too and i admit it .

I admit those times we shared were great .
and i'll never forget it .
but i just don't know if it can come back again .
i honestly don't know if i can trust you again .

People learn from mistakes .
some for the good ,
some not .

i just don't know whats it for me.
honestly i don't .

I don't want whatever that has happened , to re-occur .
and i don't know if you can guarantee that .

Maybe you didn't notice,
but what happened not only hurt my feelings ,
but it also made me lose my pride .
A man's pride is what he guards the most .
and you made me lose it .
how was i supposed to feel ?
like a loser ?

hell no im not a loser .

And if you didn't know .
that one incident wasn't just the only thing that made me think that way .
it was also previous incidents .
where you said hurtful things , and i don't know if you even realise it .
but those things i just kept to heart .
and quietly forgave you for it .
maybe you didn't mean it .
but it still hurts .

Friendship is like a piece of glass .
when its formed , its beautiful all over .
but when its broken ,
it can be fixed .
but there'll always be cracks .

and thats what i don't want .
if it were possible i'd want things to be like before.
but we all know it just won't be the same even if we tried .

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Live Your Life

Honestly i totally gave up changing blogskins .
So i just switched back to this original one .
sweet and simple .
No hassle .

OKAY

Today was a fun day .
i reached school fucking early . like 6.40 i was sitting down there already .
so i sat , and stare .
seriously stoning one .
then i check it was 7am already .
very good ah .

And somehow my school tie had this very sweet , baby scent .
like seriously nice smell .
don't know how it had the smell but very nice ah ^^
heh heh heh heh heh .

i can't be bothered to explain the lessons .
because you people practically experience the same thing .
so whatever .

but Mr Tan's physics lessons were okay .
he told us to do work , and all of us knew how to do .
so he got really bored .
then all of a sudden he shouts " SYAZWANI ARE YOU OKAY ?! I SAW YOUR PAPER FLYING ! "

WTH MR TAN !
So childish .

but Miss Chan's lesson was gerek.
if you know what i mean .
huahuahuahuahua .
but apparently some people fell asleep during her lesson .
and Miss Chan said " eh you guys don't fall asleep on me ah "
then jun hao shout " fall asleep ON YOU ??!! "
then Miss Chan face paiseh gila babi .
then she explain " no lah , not fall asleep on me literally "
*moves eyebrows"
heh heh heh heh heh

Miss Chan oh Miss Chan .
I love you so much .
if only i shared the same love for Chemistry .
haiii . .

Okay ignore that i said that .
uhh . . .

I've got a doctor's appointment later on :D
and i have no idea if he's gonna charge me for it

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29 March 2009

OOH I FOUND SOME PICTURES ON PHOTO BUCKET !

Guard Duty

So far so good , not wet yet

AAH THIS IS ME AND ERIC PLAYING A SONG TOGETHER

AND THIS IS ME AND THE OTHER SPECIALISTS PLAYING A SONG TRIBUTE TO ERIC KOH

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28 March 2009

Kay so today us Specialist went down to HQ NCC to catch the grand finals of the freestyle drill competition . And for some reason we decided to wear our No.3 uniform .
Cool sia the uniform . so wear lor .
unfortunately i couldnt take any photos inside the HQ because we had to surrender our phones .
Apparently photo capturing devices are prohibited inside SAF camps .
sheesh .
but there are lots of other photos of today :D

Sehati Sejiwa,
Sebodoh Seselenger

If you see them , please report it to the police immediately .

Our scary Sergeant Major

uhh . .

Go pikachu i choose you .

AhSwee pokemon trainer

Dig nose fun mah .

don't gimme that pepek face ah azri . smack you upside down

kay this is better

aiya master sergeant ah

Staff sazens

tido muka wack siow

aaah bagus lah stokin gitu macam

EARTH HOUR :

I decided i'll help to stop global warming .
since the weather is so fucking hot .
tak gerek to play soccer .
kay so at 8.30 i was alone at home .
i had no idea where my parents were but nvm .
so i turned off all the lights and other unused appliances .
and then wanted to play the guitar till 9.30 .
check check tertido .
then i woke up at 11pm .
wth .
but at least i saved EXTRA electricity .

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Live Your Life

Tonight , i am going to sleep .
so am i doing so tomorrow night .
but im not going to sleep the following day .
because its day time ,
why would i want to sleep .
kay .

moving on .

Mdm Noreha taught me something really cool today .
that i can claim my medical fees from the injury from the general office .
just issue the doctor's receipt .
So i'll happily take back my $25 .

hehehehehehehehehehe.

So to those people who were chatting with me last night after 10.30pm and i didn't reply .
SORRY LAH .

i fell asleep with the laptop on .
im a tired person okay .
i have school and ncc to juggle .
plus a wife and 4 kids who are in primary school to feed .
i don't have so much time for all this blogging shit .
i got a family to take care of damn it .

sheesh .

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26 March 2009

Live Your Life

To whoever it may concern .
i know what has happened recently is kinda controversial .
and im sure nobody wanted it to happen .
and im sorry that things had to turn out this way .

But i'm also sorry because i never want things to go back the way it was .
i've had enough .
seriously i've had enough .
be it good or bad ,
i don't want any more of it .

So just treat me as someone you never knew ,
and i'll do likewise .

Just brush off and forget whatever memories we've had together ,
what ever fun
and what ever sorrows we helped each other face .
Its all history .
lets not rake it up .

Thank you .

-Khairul.

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Live Your Life

WOOOO
Today was such a wack day .
Mdm Noreha still didn't catch me for not handing up her summary .
And damn Miss Chan is still as hot as ever .

So P.E was fun .
We were running our 2.4KM
So when the whistle blew , a few of the boys were infront including me
but we havent gone past the main gate, still inside school .
and so shahri wanted to overtake me ,
but he accidently tripped me in the process .
And so i fell onto the HARD ROUGH ground and my elbow took the blow O_O
and so my elbow dragged against the ground and my skin peeled off from my elbow .
And i sat there looking at the wound dripping dripping blood .
And then i stood up and continued running .
i run run run and got ahead of like 7 or 8 people .
just a little behind shahri .
( Elbow pain like fuck with blod dripping all on the floor can still catch up and run faster than some people leh )
but by that time my sweat was seeping into the wound .
and it started to sting .
So i stopped .
And went to clean the wound .
Mr Robin Koh didn't want to put the Iodine on for me ,
so i put it on myself .
and the feeling was nice .
like little little ants biting on your elbow .
hah .

And then after recess was a wonderful 4 periods of maths .
4 periods of maths .
4 periods of maths .
but the 4 periods whizzed by just like that *snap*
because Mr Lourdesamy was sooo kind enough to let us listen to music .
either mp3 or any other form .
and he even brought sweets and those fruit loops cereal to share about the class .

FUN RIGHT :D

HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH .

Then after school i had an awesome time playing badminton with Mubarak ,
and that malay p.e teacher with the super weird haircut .
must have a good workout .
helps the immune system work better so that my wopund can heal faster
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25 March 2009

Everywhere i go in school ,
there'll definitely be some pukimaks around .
Like , don't you have some pukimak job to do .
Go fuck around and don't irritate my sight .
The presence of people like you irritate me .

But just so you know .

People like you are INSIGNIFICANT to my life .

hah .

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23 March 2009

NURLIANA ARINA BTE SAMSARI !

DID YOU KNOW , I WANTED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF ALL 5 OF MY GUITARS AND POST IT ON THIS BLOG ,
BUT I CAN'T .
BECAUSE ONE OF MY GUITARS IS STILL WITH YOU !

And its been such a long time since we had those guitar lessons
I don't even know how much you've progressed .
and i don't even know what has happened to that guitar of mine

That guitar very precious leh , it was my first ever guitar :(
but actually im in no rush to take it back .

You just practice more and we'll meet up someday to practice somemore ,

OKAY :D

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School is stupid .

S
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U
P
I
D

because , they employ teachers like MDM HUMAIYAH
who's no different from any mak cik pasar .

What she says has no link to any question she asks ,
and she's the mother load of nagging .
She can nag nag nag nag and nag , until 3 periods are over .

But Mdm Humaiyah can't beat MDM CHIN
Mdm Chin is the almighty lord of nagging .
She can waste 3 dnt periods nagging about DEVELOPMENT
and thats not enough .
we had this one after school lesson , where we had to pay like $13 dollars .
and the lesson was for 1 1/5 hours .
and in the end , Mdm Chin nagged the whole time .

YOU HAVE TO PAY $13 FOR MDM CHIN'S NAGGING .
HOW AMAZING IS THAT ?

And i also have to learn to be less nice to people .
Because Nadhrah wanted to borrow my tie , so i lent her ,
thinking i have a spare one inside my bag .

SKALI TAKDE

Musibot btol .
then i go around asking for a tie .
because i lent mine to a sec 1
=.=
Wth . .

Note to self : Drop out from school

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22 March 2009

MOM : Khairul khairul ! bangun mandi cepat , tolong uncle Alim hantar order catering . cepat tu dia dah tunggu

ME : ( SLOWLY waking up ) huh skarang ? blom sempat berak kentut lagi dah kena hantar order ?

MOM : Dah dah cepat cepat pergi mandi

ME : (mumbles) Buto uh . . .

MOM : EH MULUT KAU JAGA SIKIT EH . . SIAPA AJAR KAU MAKI-MAKI NI SEMUA ?

ME : Cartoon Network . . . .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'M SO MEREPEK

Anyway , i woke up today and already i had to go to work send deliveries and all to people's houses . its not as easy as it sounds okay . not like those macdonalds kfc one . Hantar buffet trays , periuks , set up and all . ITS TIRING OKAY .

But at least its fun :D

And today the rumah semua satu macam punye suey .
I had to bring down 3 periuks down 3 floors . from the 6th floor to the 3rd floor .
because the flat doesn't have lift levels .
FUCK YOU TOWN COUNCIL .

Like so tak glamour masuk rumah orang sweating and all .
then got all the cik adik duduk bersila there semua cantik2 .
then i berpeluh and selekeh .
WTF .

But what to do , I'm going to be doing this for a living .
And one day imma take over this business and earn good money to support my family

Remember eh ,
Got anybody want to kahwin ,
or want to buat kenduri or anything ,
just call me ;D

67871465
( my mom - Noorjahan )

HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH

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21 March 2009

HELLO NO LIFERS :D
Today was a super duper uber fun day !
because today i brought my cadets to their 2nd day of kayaking !
and they are so lame .

Brandon asked me this STUPID question
" staff , why you never shave down there ? "
he touched his chin but look down .

then i shout at him
" eh stupid you ask me about down there for what ?! "
then he say
" oh no lah , your beard xD "
WTH BRANDON !
Apart from the fact that he can't swim , after his capsize drill , he struggle his way back to shore .
But im VERY PROUD of him for doing his best and not giving up .
Brandon you so cute !

then after reaching school , Mr Mazli gave me a ride home !
hehehehe you so kind !

Reached back home and there's nobody ,
and there's still nobody right now ,

so i spent the other half of the day chatting with Nadhrah ,
webcam-ing , doing stupid things .
but what the heck .

credits to nadhrah for editing :D

Stupid fella capsizing

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20 March 2009

Pictures from Kuala Lumpur

Eh what stare stare ?

Seesha baby

i like this ring . its like so round

fuck . where are my shoes . . .

im at this weird place called Alamanda or something . at Putrajaya .

at my Dad's Mom's Sister's Kampung house .

Abdillah abdillah . apa nak jadi ngan kau .
rokok rokok rokok .
bila kau nak mampos ?

uhhh . . my hand but not my cigarettes i swear .
these are my dad's.
but cool right the box ?
heh heh heh

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17 March 2009

Live Your Life

HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH

I'M IN KL FOR A HOLIDAY !
WHEN I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR O LEVELS !
BUT WHO CARES !
HOLIDAYS ARE HOLIDAYS !

And im more happy because i got internet connection here !
i brought my laptop .
but to use the internet gotta pay 25RM for like 4hrs .
wtf .

BUT STILL !

can blog !

So . . .

how are you guys ?

Just reply in my tagboard

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16 March 2009

First of all let me explain the reason i have not been blogging for the past few days .

Its because i was at camp .
simple .

But im not going to talk about the camp first , im gonna talk about how i miss Amigo .
Amigo i miss you .
Aiyaaaaaaaaaa.

kay nevermind .

Now the story telling begins .
( pay attention ah )

Once upon a time in a far far away land , lived a Commanding Officer by the name of Eric Koh.
Eric has 20 of his slaves , of which he calls " SPECIALISTS "

Every year , Eric will organize a camp for his kingdom .
And these poor Specialists have to work out everything for the camp .

Unfortunately , i happened to be one of Eric's slaves .

Aah fuck this .

Kay so i was at camp from last friday till today ,
and it was a whole lot of fun !!!
im serious assholes .

Our camp was filled with activities that will make you cry , laugh , and wet .
seriously .
you'll get wet .

OH OH OH OH OH

AND ALSO ,
I PLAYED A SONG WITH ERIC KOH FOR THE CO NIGHT !
ME AND MR KOH !
DUET ON THE STAGE !

We played Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton
(haiya another Eric . sheesh )

we shiok shiok on the stage there play the guitar .
and oh , mr koh can play the guitar really well .

main sampai feeling feeling siol.

kay other than that my voice is getting worse due to the shouting . but its still okay .