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19 April 2010


im gonna list down all the things that i know about myself . and im gonna be fucking honest . be it good or bad .
  1. i am not very religiously inclined . somewhere in the middle i suppose
  2. i love to laugh at people doing silly things
  3. i dont like rude people . even though sometimes i can be .
  4. i bear long , hateful grudges
  5. i dont easily forgive someone . I forgive those who i see are very sincere . If i dont find you sincere and i tell you " naaah forget about it . its okay " , im simply lying through my teeth .
  6. I am not okay when i say " yeah im okay . "
  7. I dont like people asking me whether im okay . i get better if we just move on and simply make things better .
  8. i sweat alot
  9. my mother is indian . my grandfather is pure indian
  10. i like to dress up maturely . i dont like wearing simple clothing .
  11. i go for branded things
  12. im pretty impatient
  13. i am the kind of guy who gets very akward and shy when i have no friends around me
  14. no actually i am pretty shy to people i find uncomfortable .
  15. I get intimidated by people taller than me
  16. sometimes i lie to make myself look better
  17. sometimes i lie because i dont want to hurt you
  18. sometimes i lie , but then later tell you the truth just for laughs
  19. i am a pretty lazy person
  20. i hate doing chores
  21. i despise being reprimanded
  22. i dont like following what others do . i prefer to lead
  23. i get annoyed by people who talk big , but are actually empty inside
  24. i dont like people who aren't humble
  25. i admit i can be abit too generous
  26. i spend without thinking
  27. i take things for granted sometimes
  28. i like people who interact with me more than i interact with them . just dont annoy me
  29. i dont like people to rush me
  30. i hate being told what to do
  31. i like it when people follow the things i say
  32. sometimes i want to be in control , but i always hope there will be someone willing to help me . im not a one man army
  33. i like people who smile to me randomly , even if i dont know them
  34. i dont know why but i adore cute people
  35. i always understand and sympathize those who are in need
  36. i never hesitate to help
  37. i like making people happy
  38. i loathe people who are "sombong"
  39. i gossip about people behind their backs . duh , who doesn't
  40. i like to kaypo about others . again , duh who doesn't . you guys must admit
  41. i dont like being left out of a conversation
  42. i can't bear to see a friend hurt
  43. i never want to lose friends close to my heart
  44. i would do anything within my capability to help those in need
  45. BUT , i only help those i find deserving
  46. i dont like being in hot places
  47. i like to eat
  48. i dont like being fat
  49. sometimes i say things that i want to do , but i end up never doing it
  50. i like it when people praise me
  51. i can play the guitar
  52. i always daydream about doing something i know i can never do ; kung fu fighting for example
  53. im possesive about things i like
  54. i dont like people who stare at my food when i eat
  55. sometimes i wish i had a fairer skin tone . but naah i like the way i am
  56. i get jealous easily , but i soon forget about it
  57. i know i have the calibre to achieve , it is in me somewhere . i just need lotsa motivation
  58. i appreciate and will always remember people who have helped me
  59. i dont like people paying stuff for me . i can afford my things .
  60. i always get songs stuck in my head .
  61. i always wet my toothbrush before i put the toothpaste on .
  62. i brush according to whatever rhythm of a song is in my head . sometimes i just brush like mad .
  63. yes i do care about how my hair looks like .
  64. my teeth aren't straight , but i dont care anymore . i used to be paranoid about it . but fuck it . it's just used to chew food .
  65. i like to dig my nose privately .
  66. sometimes i try to fart silently so nobody would notice
  67. if i know it's gonna be a loud fart , i will just warn people im gonna fart . and just let loose .
  68. if im in class and i get a RANDOM erection which is really damn obvious , i will try to find an seemingly unattractive girl to turn me off . Or i just sit down and wait for " my little brother " to chill .
  69. i like to catch glimpses of pretty girls . but when it strikes me that im attached , i feel guilty and then i apologize to liana in my heart .
  70. okay im a guy , and to be honest , i look at girl's boobs when they're kinda revealing .
  71. if im with the guys and ALL of then notice the boobs , after the girl walks past , we all look at each other and go " OOOSSSHH :O "
  72. i have a very mild case of atopic eczema . and if you're googling for pictures of atopic eczema , dont worry . mine's not like that . its just abit at the folds of my elbows and knees
  73. and yes i am very uncomfortable about my skin condition , so if you realize , i RARELY wear shorts . i prefer to cover them up .
  74. i dont like the thought of people gossiping about me
  75. i like to wriggle my toes
  76. i have this habit of biting my nails in class . okay i dont bite them off , but i just bite them .
  77. i dont like waking up knowing i haven't slept enough hours .
  78. i like to smile at people . even though i dont know them
  79. i like to make people laugh .
  80. i think im a funny person
  81. i know im capable and reliable .
  82. i am humble
  83. i dont like the thought if hanging out with this bunch of friends , while another bunch of friends are hating me because i dont hang out with them .
  84. i dont interact much with my relatives .
  85. i like little kids . but im not a paedophile . I just love how happy and cheerful they are .
  86. i laugh at children who cry .
  87. i scratch when i get hot and sweaty
  88. i dont like being disgusting . i prefer being neat and tidy and hygenic
  89. i get stage-fright
  90. when i just quarreled with someone , i will always imagine myself beating the person up with my super god-like powers . like those in the hindustan movies .
  91. i am not ashamed to say i am half indian .
  92. my right eyelid is sometimes single . sometimes double .
  93. i have 2 stupid warts . one beside the bridge of my nose . one on my left eyelid
  94. i wanna keep a beard . but not too hairy . just simple and cool
  95. i cry sometimes
  96. i curse myself badly . like seriously badly when i know i can't do anything to help the others around me .
  97. i try to make every living day happy . even if im sad . i just fake a smile .
  98. i love seeing people happy . well hopefully not happy at my misery ah . or happy without me
  99. i care the most about the people closest to heart
  100. i dont care what you think about me after this post . at least my conscience is clear about me being true to myself and not having to lie about who i am . this is me .
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Khairul Im Seventeen going on Eighteen. Im a nice guy , so hate me . I love Syasya Firzanah Binte Roslee Screw this , everyone knows me






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