I am getting utterly bored with this so called " holidays " .

I wanna start school god damn it . have a new experience , make new friends , new enemies , make more mistakes and learn more from it . Rotting at home is disgusting , its just making me grow fatter each and everyday . and don't tell me " oh you have nothing to do , go exercise early in the morning lah " . you try . when you have no plans , tell me what time do you wake up ? late right obviously . by the time i wake up its like 10am like that . and no mood already .

but anyway i've decided to do something with my spare time . which is to go for the 59th Cadet Officer Course . fuck yeah . well obviously there are reasons as to why i want to go for it .

First and foremost reason because i miss NCC and i want to relive it again in a new experience . Secondly its because i want to have a committed lifestyle , so that i would always have some form of responsibility and won't always slack and slack and slack . Sooner or later i'd be too lazy to even study , and i dont want that .

Thirdly because it will help with my temasek poly scholarship application . my results were already amazing , and my cca is also a good back up . i just need my cca to be amazing also lor . So that they will look at me and say " wah this idiot not bad ah . " and taadaa present me with a scholarship . insya'allah . amin . heh .

oh and i miss Nabs alot alot alot