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27 September 2009

How does it feel to have tried your best , but to know that nobody appreciates it .

Nobody really cares whether you succeed or fail .

To them they don't see the importance us trying .

It sucks let me tell you that .

It really really sucks .

I try my best every single day i have left ,

to study and revise for my upcoming O levels .

But nobody in this household seems to care .

They think i'm selfish .

They even reprimand me .

Just because i want to have a bright future .

I'm doing the best i can to succeed .

To make everyone's lives easier .

but they just don't seem to see it .

" look at your cousin , he at least helps with the catering business . see what he earns . $120 . Unlike you , sit at home all day with your book . not even earning anything . "

Does it look like i've never helped ?

For the past few years i've been helping the damn business ,

neglecting my studies for god's sake .

Just tolerating my failing grades .

To account for all the weekends i could have actually used for revision or to study ,

I wouldn't be in such a rush now .

And when i help over the weekends with the tough job , i get tired physically and mentally .

When i turn up for school on mondays and tuesdays , i can't even think properly .

my body's too tired to even do anything .

But did you care ? Did you try to understand my situation ?

For once , i'm taking charge of my life and im trying to decide my future .

I need time off for myself . but you say im selfish .
You still force me to help the business over the weekends .

How fun is that ?

Just for a few months i need to prioritise my studies .

But noooo . . all the negativity comes into place

Amazing . Simply Amazing .

Yes mom , i'm selfish .

im purely selfish .

I only care about my life and my future .

Whether i become successful or i dont .

I'm selfish .

You're not .

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25 September 2009

so lame ~

THINGS THAT MAKE US LAME

- trying to act cool when you're not

- trying to act emo all of a sudden

- laughing when other people laughs even when you dont know why .

- being hypocritical

- whining

- complaining

- pestering

- to actually think your joke is funny when nobody laughs

- did i mention trying to act cool ? well , trying to act cool . . .

- talking about something totally uninteresting . for example : your mom forcing you to bathe . tell us for what ?

- being someone you're nott

- being unresponsive/uninteractive

- being such a kaypoh

- not realising you're a kaypoh .

- being scared of teachers . come on they should be your friends . seriously .

- typing lol/lolzxczxc/rofl/lmao/roflmao/

- finding other ways to spell --> i tinq eeuu r verii kiyut =.=

- dressing up like a matrep and all but not admitting you're one

- dressing up like a matrep but in actual fact kedi nak mampos

- ( click on Abdillah's profile for the matrep tak menjadi )

- being a poser .

- thinking people like you .

- forcing people to like you .

- when nobody likes you

- dissing people off

- making fun of other people when only you are enjoying it

- one minute being nice to the person the other minute you're a mother fucker .

( some people might know who im referring to for this particular one )

- thinking that you don't belong to this list ~

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24 September 2009

damned prelims

Prelim exams .

1 words for it .

PATHETIC .

L1R4 - 18 ( including cca ) , 20 excluding =.=

L1R5 - 24 (including cca ) , 26 excluding =.="

aiya can go poly one , but lousy course , FOR WHAT !?

rabak ah khairul rabak .

Come on Khairul you can do it !

Improve every subject by 1 grade .

Can at least get 14 .

14 = heaven for Khairul ~

Lets not consider going to JC okay ?

my humanities sucks .

borderline pass only ~~

wah piang eh !

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19 September 2009

is it true bout these feelings i'm having ?

im uncertain , but i'm sure .

i think i've fallen in love .

with this certain special someone , whom i think i can live my whole life with .

Grow up with together .

till i'm old . yes i'm pretty sure .

i've fallen in love with a person whose name starts with S .

and she is sure damn Sexy .

her name is . . . .

SCIENCE :D

yeah science is fun !

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I have finally narrowed and settled on what course i want to apply for in polytechnic .

Finally .

Diploma in Chemical Engineering .

Cool shit i tell you .

plus the aggregate to enter isn't that bad .

18 points .

I can work towards that .

Come on Khairul you can do it !

Lets make it happen !

AIM FOR 17 POINTS FOR YOUR O LEVELS BOZO !

ahahahahahaha

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17 September 2009

AHAHAHAHAHA !

I WAS USING MSN , AND GUESS WHAT I SAW ?

SOME IDIOT WATCHING PORN USING HIS WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER !!

HAHAHAHAHA !!

CAUGHT RED-HANDED !!

( click on the pictures for a better view )

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Dear Khairul ,

how pathetic can you get ?

Only 1 distinction for your prelims ?

what the heck is this ?

how do you expect to get into a good polytechnic course like this ?

1 A and the rest B's and C's

Come on at least 2 or 3 distinctions would be great you know .

You are working hard , but its not enough .

Good thing you've improved from you're failing grade to a " no failure " grade .

NOW , IMPROVE TO A DISTINCTION GRADE !

COME ON YOU CAN DO IT !

LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN !

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12 September 2009

wanna say many many thanks to a few special people

Who made today a very memorable birthday for me .

Because its been years since anyone ever celebrated my birthday .

And for you guys to make it possible ,

I'm so so sooooo grateful .

Thank you Azri , Nizar , Syafiq , Zabir , FadFad , Muhaimin

for the gifts and the celebration .

The sheesha was awesome guys .

After O levels we go again !

heh heh heh .

And for the Adidas sneakers ,

it was awesome guys .

never expected a gift like that .

Expensive ah ?

don't ungkit ungkit aah ?

Well at least now for Hari Raya i don't have to go look for shoes :D

ahahahahahahahahaha

Gila punya orang . .

i dont know him . really .

first-timer ~ heh heh heh ... Azri Azri . .

Wah wah you think so cool ah ?

boys and girls , don't go astray like me

mmm sedapnye . .

muka tak payah muram perr

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The curious case of k.nods

Has it ever occurred to you why people call me K.Nods ?

Where did that name come from ?

Who thought of such a name ?

WELL I"M ON A CASE TO FIND OUT ITS ORIGINS .

KHAIRUL ORIGINS : K.NODS

i'm thinking it started somewhere last year .

Where i remember vividly the class wanting to make a class t-shirt .

and i didn't feel like putting any other name , except K.nods .

Its not that i don't like the name .

I do like it . its kinda cool yeah ?

Well my class t-shirt has that name there ,

so i'm guessing it was much before that period .

All the way back to the fasting month last year .

I remember being AWESOMELY sick .

yeah super duper sick

temperature of like 40 degrees celcius for like 3 consecutive days .

Kinda harsh don't you think .

But it was around that time a few of my close friends would always sms me asking if i'm okay .

I remember Najlah texting me every once in a while to see if i was fine .

I remember Amigo texting me but i didn't reply her .

I remember my girlfriend at that time calling every half an hour to see if i was okay .

Oh and i remember Atiqah from my class asking me " K.nods kau okay tak ? "

But i'm sure that wasn't where it originated from .

A little bit back and it was the september holidays

I remember going to Endau Rompin in Malaysia for an NCC trip .

And there was this one point of time i tripped or something

and mubarak and clifton were going like " eh you okay or not kay or not ? EH YOU K.NOD YOU K.NOD ?"

and then they laughed like idiots .

But still thats way far ahead .

Lets move back somemore.

SENIOR SPECIALIST COURSE .

one of the most memorable times of my life so far .

It was the last day .

graduation day you may call it .

So we were all presented with our staff sergeant ranks and our lanyards .

So after that we went around jumping with joy .

And so i saw Kai Yi from afar .

and he shouted " STAFF SERGEANT K.NODS ! WAH CONGRATULATIONS ! "

and i shouted back lor " STAFF SERGEANT CHEE ! "

heh heh heh . . Chee. .

This period of time , everyone was already familiar to the name K.nods .

So it must have been MUCH MUCH BACK .

Lets skip back all the way to July .

It was the school's annual fund raising event .

All that crap you know .

And in the A.V.A room , the dnt students were making keychains .

out of blocks of woods - of which they used the soldering iron to carve out the names of people .

So i requested Syazwani to make one for me writing " K.NODS "

kay honestly the keychain was cool .

So i brought it out and showed it to Najlah and Nadia .

and Najlah's eyes were like sot sot liddat .

So she read it as " KoNods "

i mean , how can a fullstop look like an O ?

anyway she was playing with my keychain calling ke Konods .

like some kind of cereal brand i think .

Konods .

heeh .

But that was the first time she heard that name ,

so I must be getting pretty close .

Hmm i know that in NCC lots of the specialists call me K.Nods .

So lets try investigating NCC .

July was the period we just became specialist .

Taking over the unit for the very first time .

And july was also the period when NCC day took place .

i suppose . yeah .

And i remember one moment , we specialist and the senior batch were inside the NCC room .

Discussing who played what role for the NCC day parade .

Since I was the Part A PC , at that moment of time i barely had anything to do .

My cadets were to come the following year .

So I remember Ilyia was there .

Cos he was the previous Sergeant major so he would know what to do .

So he was at the whiteboard writing and drawing out the places and positions .

And we were arguing so as to who would play the more important roles .

Such as going up the podium and all .

And since i wasn't assigned any duty yet , Ilyia put me as one of those who went up the podium .

and he wrote my name on the whiteboard there " Khairul Nordin "

but then it was like so long ( yeah right )

so he erased to make space and wrote " Khairul Nod "

and then he suddenly burst into laughter and said " HAHAHAHA K.NODS "

and he wrote it there " K.NODS "

ILYIA !

ILYIA ASYRAF !!

HAH I FOUND OUT WHO THOUGHT OF THE NAME !

FINALLY !

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

K.NODS - WOOOOOOO

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Firstly i wanna say ,

thank you to everyone who bothered to wish me happy birthday ,

regardless whether it was in the middle of the night or damn early in the morning .

It still means alot to me .

*starts crying*

it touches my heart knowing you guys care about me .

kay that was crap .

but really it touches my heart .

thank you aah !

Tonight we all go SHEESHAAA

don't worry .

I blanja the sheesha

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08 September 2009

I was Bloghopping the other day , and i came upon Khairunnisa's Blog .
And i saw a post about things that made her happy .
So it gave me an idea , to list down the things that makes me happy .

Things that make me happy .
By Khairul .

-waking up knowing i'm not late for school .
-waking up knowing there's no school .
-waking up knowing my homework's done and my bag is packed .
-going to school with my friends .
-listening to my mp3 in the bus and a perfect song comes along .
-the song im listening to ends the moment i reach the bus stop
-waking up late on a sunday afternoon .
-bathing when i feel like it
-playing my guitar
-playing a song that suits my mood
-blasting the amplifiers with my electric guitar ; not giving a heck to others around me
-waking up with a message in my phone
-knowing that message came from someone dear .
-going to clean public toilets in shopping centres
-playing with the hand dryers .
-standing in a lift alone
-standing behind someone in the lift and pretend i'm trying to strangle him .
-playing an awesomely addictive game
-coming back home really really late
-chatting for hours on Msn with friends .
-falling asleep on the computer , knowing someone's chatting with me
-watching wrestling
-watching love stories on HBO.
-Tiger biscuits .
-tiger biscuts with milk
-tiger biscuits with milk in the middle of the night watching Nickelodeon .
-walking down the road with the wind blowing my hair all over my face
-imagine it to be a bollywood scene
-watching old favourite tv shows ( power rangers etc )
-talking bout old favourite tv shows and laughing my guts out
-talking bout adventures and events that happened before with crazy stuff happening
-laughing like mad about it
-actually just laughing like mad .
-when my mom/grandmother cooks something goooooooood .
-eating all i want without people caring .
-playing soccer
-playing soccer in the rain and laugh at whoever falls down
-going to the Mosque
-donating to the Mosque
-Being alone at home the whole day
-sms-ing someone the whole day - preferably someone special
-going to work on weekends
-finishing work
-laughing bout the day
-a clean room
-messing up my clean room
-opening up my closet to see my school uniform ironed .
-having lots of clothes to pick from when going out
-a necklace that tells me " hey i'm cool "
-a fragrance that makes you wanna hug people just so they smell it
-going to the beach
-coming back from school
-lessons with fun teachers .
-Blogging
-DEFINITELY NOT COMING WITH A STUPID LIST LIKE THIS

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01 September 2009

Wanna know what's my D&T project about ?

well i'll tell you .

My product is to solve the problem of coins lying around the house .

Mainly targeted to Students and Teenagers .

Its also a game of Tic Tac Toe .

Where you put coins in the compartments and play the game .

Simple .

This is what it looks like . Pretty huh ?