15 May 2009
Problems slam into me day after day .
minute after minute .
And i just dont know how to handle all of these .
from family to friends .
But my best buddies ,
thanks for always making me smile
even though you guys talk crap
play soccer in the rain
fall and hurt ourselves .
it makes me laugh and have fun .
Brothers Forever yeah ?
but still , it only cheers me up for that one moment .
i'll still have to face the fact that i have all these burdens pulling me down .
and when people have problems , they turn to their loved ones .
but even your loved ones instead get pissed with you .
who are you supposed to turn to now ?
who are you supposed to turn to for love
understanding
care
and concern .
Family ? nope , they're the ones who's angry with you .
best friends ? maybe .
but words can only do that much .
its times like this i wish to be dead .
want me to die isn't it ?
don't even care bout me yeah ?
dont worry .
nobody will miss me .
i don't mean anthing to people's lives .
im just another person .
just go ahead and be happy with your own lives people .
dont worry it aint nobody's fault .
its all mine .
its my fault i came into this world
its my fault i came into your lives .
its my fault bout everything .
im sorry .
just leave me to be .
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me
Khairul
Im Seventeen going on Eighteen.
Im a nice guy , so hate me .
I love Syasya Firzanah Binte Roslee
Screw this , everyone knows me
i deleted all the links here because i feel the connection has been lost.
To whoever wishes to be listed here, do let me know personally
Ask me!
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