16 May 2009
Im sorry that things had to go this way between us
but there's nothing i can do .
life wants it that way .
i just hope that its for the best and that you'll be happy .
but still the memories will remain .
for all the times i've been there for you
to cheer you up in your lowest point
to lift up your spirits when things pull you way down
i've tried to help.
even though it may not be the best ,
i've still tried .
and i know my efforts were alot .
when you wanted that carebear , i bought you one to see you smile
when you had problems with your parents and they smashed your phone ,
i lent you my spare one .
when you came back tired from ncdcc with your uniform ,
i helped carry it for you
when you were late to reach home , i sent you by cab .
when you had problems with nurin and fadhly ,
i stood by you even though i was the one who was hurt .
i stood by you to support you knowing you needed it .
i was there for you when you needed me most .
i've always been there .
When you had a fight with Fahmi , i stood up for you ,
cos i didnt wanna see you cry .
When you were frustrated with everything around you ,
i took time off to go to Century Square
and bought you that big teddy bear ,
and surprised you with it down your block .
yeah i did all that just to see you smile .
i was willing to go to that extent .
But for one point in my life ,
when everything was falling on me
when i was down and out .
where were you ?
i tried to share my problems with you
but somehow you got angry with me .
For once , just once ,
you couldn't be there for me .
the only one who was there and worried bout me was Natasha .
yeah she's a really great friend .
but honestly , you're not at fault .
i know you have problems of your own too .
but is it so hard to just tolerate it and try to just listen to my rants for once ?
but whats over is over .
there's no point in me stressing out bout it .
whaever time i've had with you was really wonderful
and i appreciate it .
i thank you for being someone whom i could love and cherish .
and only words can describe how grateful i feel to have had you
you were great .
but good things have to come to an end .
goodbye is still a goodbye .
but friends are still friends .
yeah ?
we all gotta learn to move on .
no point remaining sad .
we're just missing out on life .
so lets move on and be happy .
and live life with a smile .
Every little thing is gonna be alright .
i know it will .
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