09 May 2009
everyday i wake up and the first thing that comes to mind is ,
" is today going to be different ? is today gonna be good "
even if im dealing with problems of my own .
i force myself to think positively .
and force a smile .
even though im breaking down inside .
there's just so much going on right now .
but i choose not to share my burden with the loved ones around me .
because i know one way or another , its going to affect them too .
and i dont want that .
I'd rather suffer in silence so as to see the people around me happy .
but of course , sometimes i just have to let it all out .
why is so much happening to me .
maybe people see me happy all the time .
its because i dont want to express how i really feel .
but every single moment im hurting inside .
i just dont know what to do right now .
im just puzzled why all of this has to happen to me .
Nevermind ,
nobody can help me right now
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me
Khairul
Im Seventeen going on Eighteen.
Im a nice guy , so hate me .
I love Syasya Firzanah Binte Roslee
Screw this , everyone knows me
i deleted all the links here because i feel the connection has been lost.
To whoever wishes to be listed here, do let me know personally
Ask me!
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