30 March 2009
Live Your Life
Honestly i don't know what to say when i read your blog .
And honestly its not entirely you're fault over what happened .
Its my fault too and i admit it .
I admit those times we shared were great .
and i'll never forget it .
but i just don't know if it can come back again .
i honestly don't know if i can trust you again .
People learn from mistakes .
some for the good ,
some not .
i just don't know whats it for me.
honestly i don't .
I don't want whatever that has happened , to re-occur .
and i don't know if you can guarantee that .
Maybe you didn't notice,
but what happened not only hurt my feelings ,
but it also made me lose my pride .
A man's pride is what he guards the most .
and you made me lose it .
how was i supposed to feel ?
like a loser ?
hell no im not a loser .
And if you didn't know .
that one incident wasn't just the only thing that made me think that way .
it was also previous incidents .
where you said hurtful things , and i don't know if you even realise it .
but those things i just kept to heart .
and quietly forgave you for it .
maybe you didn't mean it .
but it still hurts .
Friendship is like a piece of glass .
when its formed , its beautiful all over .
but when its broken ,
it can be fixed .
but there'll always be cracks .
and thats what i don't want .
if it were possible i'd want things to be like before.
but we all know it just won't be the same even if we tried .
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